Sunday, March 20, 2011

Stuff

I've had a couple of rough weeks at work.  It's had nothing to do with the pregnancy.  Everything remains good there.  In fact, I've just started feeling more distinctive movement in the past 24hour.  How exciting!
It's been a very stressful couple of work weeks.  I have a very small staff at my clinic, and one just quit.  Everyone has a right to move to another job, I've just been so pissed off that he didn't give me more warning.  It's not like I can just keep the babies in and continue to work!  I am aware that this is MY problem, and not my staff member's.
The worst part about this is that my plan of slowly decreasing my work duties has failed.  So I have to accept a very busy April and half of May.  I really do hope that I can physically handle it, so that I'm not constantly living in stress now.  I had a stupid busy day last week and I was so tired and sore by the end of the day.  I then was unable to sleep and it made the rest of the week so difficult.  It's a little hard to imagine how I'll feel in another month, let alone another 2-3 months!  The positive thing is, someone who worked for me in the past is going to come back.   She can't come until mid-May but either way, I will love this girl forever!
Anyway, everything had been going so smoothly for me, so I guess I'm just disappointed that any negativity has crept into my head.  I guess I've just come back to reality really.
But important thing is, babies are good.  They're moving and growing.
Oh and I had a client ask me when I was due last week and when I said end of June (I never actually admit my due date is July 30 since that's not an accurate twin due date) she said "I thought you looked like you could go any day now".  I love it!  (and I'm not THAT big yet - 20lbs gained which is right on par for twins).
Next up, growth scan March 24th.

4 comments:

  1. I'm sorry about the work stress, ugh. But yay for all that movement and getting those pregnancy/due date comments!

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  2. Can you go to a temp staffing place to hire an extra body to get you through the crunch so you can start to wind down? Can't wait to hear about the growth scan, its a couple of days before my FET and no doubt will give me something to smile and think about!!

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  3. Glad you are doing well. Hope things come together for you at work. Work can be stressful enough without having to worry about who is going to cover for you during this huge life change.

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