Fail

I haven't updated because there is nothing good to say.
Negative yesterday and today (day 12 and 13).  Tomorrow is the hated blood test.  And I won't be planning on picking up the phone from the clinic.  I have a migraine and I'm totally depressed.  I know that I always think this month will work, but I REALLY thought this time it would work.
I think I'm fooling myself if I keep thinking this can happen.