Little update

The request for my medical information was faxed today. We filled out an application for a consult with a strictly private clinic. Now we wait for an appointment.
I feel odd about doing this. I feel like this desperate woman, not wanting to accept reality. But I guess I an that woman. And so I want someone to tell me there is still hope. The funny thing is, my clinic would probably tell me to go ahead with another IVF but I just can't get an appointment for 2 more months. So, I move to another clinic for a consult. And then we'll see what happens next.