Friday, August 6, 2010

I don't know what to title this post

My assistant just told me she's pregnant.  It's very early and she doesn't want anyone to know, but she was kind enough to tell me now (just in case this IVF fails and she has to tell me then - which is what happened with my receptionist last September).  I'm so confused, as I always am.  I am sincerely happy for her, and it's very kind she thought to tell me quietly.
The jealousy isn't about HER, it's about her getting to go through this amazing thing, and not getting to do it myself.  I work so closely with her, and I'm going to share in some of this experience with her, and it breaks my heart a little.  Fuck, infertility is so hard.

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